Papers of the Winthrop Family, Volume 4
1638-04-30
my humble service presented vnto yow etc.; these are to let your worship vnderstand how it hath pleased god wonderfully to provide for vs and to preserve and keepe vs all alive, and in good health vntill this present, blessed bee his name for it, but how long it may be thus continued I know not, but this I am sure our sinns have long agoe cried lowd, for bitternes woe and desolation, but he who is pleased many tymes to be found of those which seeke him not, and made manifest vnto those which never enquired after him, may of his grace be pleased through his grace in his owne good time, to exspell those clowdy mists of gloomy darkeness; and let in the soonne shine of his love vpon the soules of all his elect in Christ, and that in his owne good time, and at his owne good will and pleasure. It hath pleased god of his owne free grace, in some measure to make mee the vnworthiest of all creatures less then the least of all his mercyes (sensible) not only of the want which wee are now in for provisions and sustenance for the outward man, but also of the want, yea and inevidable and irrecoverable pitt which euery soule is ready euery moment to fall into, that hath not their sines pardoned their persons accepted and freely iustefied and that in and through and by the blood of the lord Jesus, who will have mercy on whom he will have mercy, and whome he will he hardens,2 so that it is out of thes riches of his free grace, and out
blessed be god for it our stomacks can disgest seales gulls foxes owle, and such meate as the lord is pleased to provide for us.
I have sent your worship a Catalouge of the winds and weather which wee have had since our comming from boston to this present.
Our Comander will acquaint your worship what cloathing is best for to weare.
I should request your worship to send mee a bible a quire of paper and some sealeing wax.
And for the choyce of a Comander over vs for the time to come, I haveing not my vote with the rest of the company because I am a servant, I desire to acquaint your worship whome I conceive is fittest for a Commander and whome I most desire, namely, Leiftenant Morris, whome is a man as I conceive most fitt and one who is so sensible of wants and knows so well how to order and affaires, and one whome the company so affects, that the maior part yf not allmost all have and doe desire to have him come our Commander againe.
W. 4. 92; 5
Collections
, I. 256–259. For Sandbrooke, see Edward Howes to John Winthrop, Jr., June 22, 1633 (Winthrop Papers, III. 132).
In the margin: “Rom. 8” (Romans 9:18).
“Twentymen went in a pinnace to kill sea horse at the Isle of Sable. . . .” Journal (August 31, 1636), I. 231D.J.W.