I cann hardlye thinke of you, much lesse write to your worship, without some greife of Spirit; I am glad yet to heare, and cannot but looke vpon it as a great power of a God to carry his Creature thorough such a triall, without discontent, or frettinge against his Prouidence. I haue heard a Conclusion gathered against these Plantations, because the Lord hath so sadlye afflicted the founders of them in their estates; that therefore it was not a way of God, to forsake our Countrye, and expose ourselus to such temptations, as wee haue done, so long as wee might haue enioyed God in any comfortable measure in the place whence wee came, alledginge that it is scarcely knowne that any church in a way of Separation as wee are did euer yet thriue in grace. at first hearinge the thinge, I was a little affected, onely when I came to consider, that those who haue thus suffered in their estates, haue beene no seekers of themselus, but the commonnesse of their spiritts or vnfaithfullness of seruantes, as a means, haue beene the onely cause I haue againe gathered my thoughtes to rest, hopinge still that God will finde out a way to make your burden lighter. for the letter which your worship sent mee, and for your vndeserued loue therein manifested, I humbly thanke you. your Counsell carriinge reason and your owne experience in it I cannot sett light by, hauinge beene a means to calme my disquiett thoughtes, and to stopp them in their hurrye: my Father law still holdes his owne, and would yet haue mee rise from hence. my brother Ward wauers much, but rather declines it from your arguments, and some others which wee finde out together: howsoeuer if time will giue vs leaue (the Lord willinge) some of vs will veiw Pentuckett in the Springe, because euery one that hath seene it giue it such large commendations for a small Towne, the way also thither beeing passable for a great pinnace: onely my feare is that Passaconnaway liuinge there sometimes hee will hardly bee bought out with a little. my brother Ward hath beene offered the place at Marblehead, when the minister goeth away to Jefferies Creeke who is there. the message was first done to my Father Ward, who should haue enformed my brother of it, but hee kept it in his owne breast, and did not reueale it, till long after by accident hee heard of it: so that now hee fears the opportunitie is slipt: diuers enticements hee hath to returne to England, but his 192wife is vtterlye against it; and hee is willinge, if hee might but haue any employment to stay still. if your worship did but put in a word for him, if you thinke the place conuenient for him, your word would doe much: hee did helpe at Rowlye, but because hee was not in Couenant some tooke offence, and hee layed it downe at my vnckles desire and his church who else would gladly enioyed his helpe. this letter I would desire your worship might bee safely deliuered to your Sonne, containinge in it some money which I ought him. thus still crauinge pardon for my boldnesse, with due thankes for your loue and care of mee; my due seruice being presented to you, desiringe the Lord to support your Spirit vnder your affliction, and to giue a fauourable issue out of it I rest Your worships in any seruice