Diary of Charles Francis Adams, volume 6
1835-04-01
On the first day of each Quarter I am usually much occupied with matters of Account. Accordingly after reading as usual some of the thirty years War, I went to the Office. The day was uncommonly agreeable—One of the few which we can enjoy at this season of the year. My Wife is still suffering from her cough which does not abate. 108These complaints this year seem to possess unusual tenacity. I am still suffering from mine.
Called upon Mr. Foster who looks very ill and tells me he has a recurrence of his complaint of the Lungs. He looks to me as if his fate was settled. Paid him Interest as usual. Mr. Geitner called to request a delay of a few days for the payment of rent. He is also sick and dispirited, says he is afraid he shall die before he can get away from Boston. This sort of thing is among the most painful incidents of life. I have now arrived at the age when one perceives people beginning to drop around about, people with whom one has been in relations of friendship or civility. The ties of life begin to draw. I feel myself every day in a process of change.
Walk and lounging at shops, which is unprofitable. Read Wilhelm Meister, and the Manufacture of glass and porcelain. Felt dull. How much I have felt of this during the past Winter. Inexplicable.