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Docno: ADMS-04-11-02-0212

Author: Johnson, Louisa Catherine
Recipient: Adams, John Quincy
Date: 1796-11-25

Louisa Catherine Johnson to John Quincy Adams

I have within the last sad hour recieved your affectionate though painful letter of the 12 which caused me more uneasiness than I am capable of expressing; indeed I know not how I shall answer it— Ah my beloved friend how shall I acquire fortitude to bear my present disappointment— You have it is true kindly endeavoured to heal the wound so reluctantly given, but in vain each endearing line instead { 413 } of mitigating the anguish of my mind tends but to probe it more deeply— But why do I so cruelly add to your affliction; forgive me my friend, I will try to conquer unavailing sorrow, and if possible prevail on reason to usurp her right, which though unable fully to satisfy the heart will I trust contribute to silence its complaints—
Willingly would I acquiesce in every thing you recommend yet am I inclined to believe even you in this instance find theory easier than practice—
In a former letter you recommended me to be prepared for a sudden departure—with what pleasure did I immediately set about the delightful employment, and had completed it to the most minute article— But a truce with complaints—
Write me again soon and be assured that I have already surmounted every aversion to writing and hope to prove by a frequent and interested correspondence the invariable affection of,
[signed] Louisa C. Johnson—
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